Relient K - Who I Am Hates Who I've Been Lyrics
Who I Am Hates Who I've Been
I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the pacific
And you might think Im losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics
Cause I don't want you to know where I am
Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state its ever been
And this is no place to try and live my life
Stop right there
Thats exactly where I lost it
See that line
Well I never should've crossed it
Stop right there
Well I never should've said that
Its the very moment that I wish that I could take back
I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been
I talked to absolutely no one
Couldn't keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside had finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'd soon blow up
And I heard the reverberating footsteps
Syncing up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart
And I cant let that happen again
Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state its ever been
And this is no place to try and live my life
Who I am hates who Ive been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me
Who I am hates who Ive been
Cause who Ive been only ever made me